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About Me Member Emotional Poet sophie15/Female/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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*cries*

Mon Jul 6, 2009, 1:18 PM
What a waste of f**king money!!!!! :’( i’m still where i was to begin with. I took 2, i got a faint positive && a negative... so now i have to go to the doctors to find out :’( I can’t believe it *screams* i just want to find out && i want to find out now!!! I cant take this any longer!!! I wake up at stupid hours of the night because i’ve been dreaming about it, i cant stop thinking about it all day... its taking over my life i just need to know!!!!

Tomorrow us girls have cervical cancer jabs at school.. can i still have it if theres a possibility im pregnant?!?! Ahhh!!!

*cries*

I keep trying to write about how im feeling about the possibility of me becoming a mum, but i cant even describe how i feel. I start really well && then i just start crying && i delete it all in anger && in fear.

I’m scared... how would i tell my parents... how would i afford it... :’( im just so scared.

*cries even more*

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: linkin park - new divide

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hey, i'm sophie..
i'm 15 and i live in england on the isle of wight
i go to sandown high, im in year 10 and im currently doing my GCSE's i then hope to go on to 6th form...
i love writng poetry.. it's a good way to get eveything out..
i have also recently started uploading photos
i will talk to anyone and hope to meet new people ^.^
that's all for now ^.^

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: isle of wight, england
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: medium
  • Interests: karate, drawing, painting, poetry, photography and more
  • Favourite movie: twilight ^.^
  • Favourite band or musician: it changes xD
  • Favourite genre of music: depends what mood im in
  • Favourite artist: too many :p
  • Personal Quote: love isn't about finding the perfect person, but seeing the imperfect person perfectly
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, paper and phone

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Hey, thanks for another fav :)

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Thanks so much for the :+fav: :hug: Much appreciated. :) I'm honored. :thanks:

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no problem

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my imaginary friend thinks you have serious problems
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is it to do with your journal ?

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my imaginary friend thinks you have serious problems
ish

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I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying - time of dying, Three Days Grace

Don't hide, Don't Sugar Coat the Pain - Take it back/ Cheat Again, Lost in City Lights
:(

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my imaginary friend thinks you have serious problems
it kinda sucks...

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I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying - time of dying, Three Days Grace

Don't hide, Don't Sugar Coat the Pain - Take it back/ Cheat Again, Lost in City Lights
yhh :/

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my imaginary friend thinks you have serious problems
no problem :) <3

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my imaginary friend thinks you have serious problems

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